A little insight to my life tonight, rather personally:
I had a realization this week that I've fallen into such busyness that I've become too disconnected with two things that I love: photographing my day to day life (outside of iPhone pics and Instagram) and spending quality time with my baby girl. Life is hectic. My to-do list grows faster than I can cross items off, the days blur together and I feel like I'm always living for what I hope is a calm *after* the storm.
I always leave my camera at my day job unless I have a scheduled shoot on the weekends and I think I need to remedy that. I love documenting little moments, sharing how I see my world, especially with those far away.
I also have become gravely aware of how much my stress reflects onto my daughter, who is just shy of three years old. She's smart, emotional, talkative, and she mirrors everything I do. So I need to slow down. I need to find moments to enjoy peace. I need to give her my full attention and connect with her.
I asked her what she wanted to do with me tonight, and gave her a few options for special, not-every-day activities we could enjoy together. Without hesitation -or even letting me finish my sentence- she squealed and said she wanted to play make up with Mommy.
So we played makeup, I let her dive into it. Almost all of what you see is her doing (except for the burgundy lips) - and she picked out each color on her own. Then we played with sticks and she banged on every surface, claiming she was a drummer, looked for pretty light, and made each other laugh.
Tonight I felt connected. To my shooting, to slowing down, to getting out in the warm air, and most importantly, to my baby.
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